I feel bad

I just really pray that Lance will grow in faith. I know it doesn't all happen at once. I know the relationship has to grow and blossom. But, I wish it would happen a bit quicker. And in the meantime, he could have that trust. The trust and calm that I know. And I say that, but I'm still stressing a bit over money/a job for me. I know I need to get a job. No one is calling me back. I think it's time to call on good old Sonic again. This time, I will work much closer to home though. I know I'm growing in my faith though. Reading a book called Captivating by John and Stasi Eldredge. This is one of the best books I've ever read. God, through this book is changing my heart and my life. I know this beyond the shadow of doubt. And I'm so excited to see how I change for Him. While I do wish it would happen a little quicker, I also know that it's a lifelong journey. The girls have been driving me NUTS! I'm doing better with patience. For example, they are currently singing "Blood dripping down your back, blood dripping down your arms." I'm having a difficult time typing now. Jordan is crawling all over me. Will post later!